Saturday, January 12, 2008

Two years ago...

I realized today that I'm 35 pounds lighter than I was the day I got married!

35 pounds is a lot. Of course, I kinda cheated. But that was the suckiest way to lose 15 pounds ever.

So, now the clothes that I bought because I was going to GAIN weight is now WAY too big, as clothing that was tight a month ago is now fitting perfectly. And actually, I feel a little awkward. I didn't think that I'd end up with body-image issues from LOSING weight, but I am struggling a little to accept the fact that I went from 197 to 183 seemingly overnight. And my body is shaped a little differently, and I have a big scar.